Layers

by Ken on November 13, 2009

If you’ve been following along, you know I’m writing a book and posting the rough pages to my blog. Maybe I could have done it another way, but the truth is I wasn’t doing that.

Before I started posting the pages, I was only thinking about them. Now, for better or worse, I’m creating them.

Two things keep me going: the idea of finishing and the opportunity to draw again.

You see, I put the drawing on hold. I’m working in layers, and it’s been kind of interesting.

There are days when I want to stop writing, or at least go back and edit what I’ve already written. The writing falls short of what I ultimately envision for the project, but I have to get it done. I have to make something before I can make it better.

Focusing on the writing has forced me to move towards a finish line, and I like the idea of crossing a finish line.

But oddly enough, I kind of like the act of not doing something as well. By not drawing, I’m creating a desire to draw. I’m kind of chomping at the bit. But I know that once I’m finished with the rough drafts and take some time to polish them up, I’ll have a really good reason to draw and the time to focus on drawing in the same way I’ve had time to focus on writing.

One layer at a time. I’m excited about the days ahead.

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Erika Harris November 15, 2009 at 2:23 pm

“By not drawing, I’m creating a desire to draw.”

I get that! And I appreciate it, too. Reminds me a little bit of fasting.

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Gail Hutchison November 16, 2009 at 2:35 pm

I like what you are doing… and I like your ‘voice’. Keep going Ken.

I also have the same need to express myself artistically (in my case ‘mosaics’ and ‘sculpture’ float my boat more than anything else right now. I’m not actually DOING any of this because I’m trying to figure out what to do vocationally…

It’s bothered me a LOT that I deny the artistic side of myself like this… I’m not beating myself up, just noticing it and curious, let’s say. This society values ‘math’ and ‘science’ (the head) much, much more than art which has to do more with the heart, I think. I think the culture has to make more room for expression… not doing so is not good for us, to put it mildly.

Thanks for letting me vent a bit as I encourage you on your interesting journey!

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